Little thoughts...

Ok, whilst I'm force feeding myself before I take my cough medicine, there's some things on my mind.

Firstly... I think they should invent a meal in a tablet form. So when you need to take your medicine, you can just pop a food pill first to fill your stomach! Haha... sometimes when you're sick, you're just not in the mood to eat ANYTHING! Not even the yummiest of foods!

Secondly... Even in Singapore where it is considered a very "safe" environment, I find there are all kinds of wierdos that are making me feel unsafe! I don't like going clubbing as I feel a lot of people there have a motive of some sort. But even people I know are starting to give me chills! Firstly at my workplace, I hold everyone as my colleague and only a colleague. Don't ask me anything personal, especially not out of office hours! And especially not at 2am or 3am in the morning!!!

Seriously?! If you're SMSing at that time you are either DRUNK or just... I don't know how to explain, but a decent guy wouldn't be up at that time SMSing people they don't know that well / their colleagues!!! My friends SMS me in the middle of the night I can understand, but I don't even know you that well and you're sending stupid questions in the middle of the night?! Are you trying to pull a fast one?! Do you think I'm an "easy" target?! WTH is wrong with you people?!

Just because I am nice to people at work, it's only because I don't want to cause trouble at work. I am only there to WORK! And just because I'm nice doesn't mean I wont stand my ground if you cross the line! Even if there is something you want to ask me, don't you think it'd be better off asked during a decent time of the day?!

Maybe I should stop being so nice and be more of a bitch! When I'm nice people think they can take advantage of me. When I'm a bitch, they think I'm stuck up. Maybe I should just lie and tell everyone I have a boyfriend. Will that keep them from trying anything?! I am super annoyed! Is it only Singaporean guys that try whimpy, corny moves?! I never worked properly in Australian society, so I've never come across this type of thing in Australia. The only wierdos there was this boy who followed me around the city for 1.5 days then ran after me when I escaped on to a bus and a old man who wanted to "get to know me better" and meet me at the State Library often.

Actually one thing in common!... All Chinese / Asian!!! WTH?! Why am I always being attacked by these sorts of people?! Even shopping in Singapore, I just get randomly stared down by old men, then when I try to death stare them they ask me stupid things like "are you from Singapore? You don't look like you're local. You look like you're Korean..." etc. Why would I want to talk to some random man, old enough to be my father, in the middle of a shopping centre?!

Raaaawwwwwrrrrrrr!!! Makes me SO mad!

Next Friday & Saturday I'm going to be out of town... on a Company Sales "Retreat" which I am NOT looking forward to one bit at all!!! Send me to somewhere decent like Japan, Korea, Hong Kong, Taiwan etc. I'm still ok with it. But seriously to Malaysia?! OMG That's one of my "to avoid" places along with Thailand, Indonesia, China, Cambodia, Philaphines... No offence to anyone from those countries, but it's just my personal preference! The things I want to see and experience are in mainly Japan and Korea. The thought of going to Malaysia is already giving me anxiety attacks! And I have to stay there overnight! *stress*