Helpless

Never have I felt so totally overcome by sickness that I can't do anything about. Puff after puff of asthma inhaler and I still feel breathless! It's only February! ONLY the 7th week of the year... and I've already used up like 6 maybe 7 days medical leave out of the 14 days I'm entitled to! Been to the doctors at least 7 times! That averages to once a week!!! And I'm feeling awful right now, can't breathe properly, rashes from probable food allergy, sinus as a result of allergy to air pollution, and cough as a result of sinus and/or asthma. This is turning out the be a really good start to the year! *insert sarc mark*

Maybe Singapore climate really doesn't suit me. I hardly used to get sick in Australia. But I do remember that when I was studying in Singapore, around primary 4, I was also always sick. Always visiting the doctors and always being sat aside to breathe using one of nebulizer machines. Not fun! I remember the first time I had an asthma attack when I was a toddler in Singapore too! I refused to be seen by the doctor so they threatened to hospitalise me... yet I refused! So... yes hospitalised! Then I kicked and punched all the nurses and doctors around me hehe... such a wise kid I was =P

I thought my asthma had subsided. I guess I was wrong =(  Feeling so weak and helpless for the first time in ages! I can't be one of those weak people who always look sick and act lathargic!!! But unfortunately at the moment I am =_=" Sooo sick of being sick!