Bitter...

I HATE MEDICINE!!! Especially those tiny non-coated ones! Why do they still make them?! I wish that all medicine, tablets, were encapsulated in those plastic looking capsules!!! Aren't we advanced enough to do that?! It's so disgusting. I pause before I take my tiny little yellow cough tablets to concentrate on getting it down the first time and not having the thing touch any part of my mouth before being washed down! It's THE most disgusting bitter tasting tablet!!! And it's only about 4mm in diameter and 1mm thick, but it's deadly to the taste buds!!! Raaawwwrrr!!! Annoyed... cos I just had a bad run in with it before and it got stuck right at the back of my mouth... and taste... OMG super foul!!!

I am SO over taking medicine!!! This year alone I've already been on anti-biotics for over 20 days! Taken like 4 different types of cough medicine, 2 or 3 types of flu medicine, steroids, allergy medicine, nose spray and asthma inhaler. I want to get better already!!! *throws a tantrum* And I have so many things I want to get done, but resting to get better is such a waste of time! I know I need my rest, and I know that I'm not better yet because I haven't exactly spent all my time resting up and I've been pushing myself cos I want to get my stuff done. Being sick is such a set-back! And even when I do what I want to, the medicine has a way of knocking me out and makes me feel lathargic all day! Even now I'm fighting my medicine to stay awake! I know it's not going to make me better this way, but I've been in bed ALL day already! So counter productive!!! SUPER ANNOYED!!!

I'm so conflicted at this point in time too! To add relatives to my Facebook or not?! I know they're my family, but I deserve SOME privacy right?! I have added some relatives, the ones I know wont pry into what I share with my friends, but more and more relatives are asking me to add them! I feel NAKED! Don't you find that the things you share between friends are sometimes things that you can't share with family?! Not because you're doing anything bad, but sometimes family look too much into things (maybe "trying" to protect you) and take things WAY out of context?! Hard to explain the feeling, but I would feel so much more at ease without relatives looking in on everything I do. Maybe this is the freedom-loving side of me being a Sagittarian?!