Weekend jobs...

Lying in bed waiting for my medicine to kick in. Work again tomorrow *sighs*. Thinking about work never fails to bring my mood down. I seriously wonder how all those people find their dream jobs and look forward to work everyday. Actually I'm still unsure what I'd like to be doing. Yeps, up till this age I'm still quite lost.

One dream I have is to run my own business. I quite enjoyed it when I was selling online as a sole trader. I think I enjoy the business side of it more. If I could go back to study, I think I'd choose business. And running your own business is so fulfilling cos you get to make all the decisions. Whether right or wrong, you know you made that decision yourself. If the business prospers, you know what you did right. If it's not doing well, you know what not to do again.

Looking back at some of the old files I have on my computer, it's quite amazing how sincere I was about my business then. Even though I had no one to present to, I still did up my business plan, marketing plan etc. And very detailed too. It was like my plan to conquere the market back then.

I think I'll start doing my research again and do up a plan to start selling some of my handmade jewelery online. I need the extra income and I hope that maybe it'll spark up my ambition again. I think all my hopes and dreams were sucked out if me when I joined the corporate world. It just has a way if overworking you till you want to get on your knees and beg for mercy. Buy when you're working for yourself, no matter how many hours you put in, it's still fulfilling and fun. Maybe I need this on the side to keep my sanity?!

This weekend I hope I'll have enough time to work on my website. I'm not 100% happy with the layout so back to the drawing board I guess. Goodnight.

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