*cough* work *cough*

What to do?! I have 1 anti-biotic left from my second course of, supposedly stronger, antibiotics. And I'm still not feeling better! Well l feel better now that my throat doesn't ache, but my cough is so much worse than when I first saw the doctor last Tuesday! Have a bitter feeling it's my allergies flaring up again! Ugghh... which only means 1 thing. Either I live with it for a few months, maybe around 6 months again, then it'll eventually go away. Or I have to empty my bank account to go see the specialist again?!

Bye bye [~$~]... I miss you even though I haven't seen you this month! (-.-,)

I was contemplating getting a nice bed set from Ikea before Chinese New Year, but that's just a faint hope now. After calculating: giving $, seeing specialist, Mobile Me subscription, Bills, Food, Spending $ for going out with my friend coming from Aus... I think I will barely have enough to buy decent new clothes and get my hair cut... Was I seriously thinking of getting a bed set?! In my dreams!!! =(

Ahhh... Sha you choose a complicated time to visit!!! Haha *cries*... I'm SUPER doomed! Wallet's gonna be empty and need time to clean my room... which seriously needs a good clean out =_="

What to do?! *sighs* but when is life not about suffering, worrying and stressing out?! Imagine everyone you walk past on the street looking all happy and well dressed. But you don't know what's behind that smile, their sadness, burdens, woes. A lot of people put up a good front. Even I feel like I'm cheating the world everyday. I come home and think 'Phew! Got through another day. No one can tell I'm dirt broke at the moment, my heart feels like it's been ripped out and my throat burns from holding back the tears'. Best feelings ever! *Insert sarc mark*. Don't knock it till you've tried it ~.~"

Work... 3 more days this week. My work days lately follow this routine: coughing fit, prepare for work, cough, open CS4, cough, open file, cough, move image, cough, mask image, cough, copy, cough, paste, then... you guessed it... cough cough cough... Thought everyone would steer clear of me, but the nicer of my colleagues still dared to step into my cubicle!!! *gasps* But on a separate note, my cubicle REALLY needs a clean out!

Ahhhhh!!! Blogo just reminded me it's trail is ending in 19 days!!! Seems too short lived!!! I don't want to live without you Blogo!!! Is it worth $25?! Oh thy Blogo. Why ye costs so much?! Worthy splurge or not?! OOH! I still haven't tested one feature!!! Photo posting! But a little bit tired and lazy now =S AND I just realised I'm way behind on my 365 Arrrggghhhh!!! Woes of using 4 different cameras and not being bothered to import the photos haha =_="